If I could have my way it'll continue for as many days...weeks...months...years. I knew that at some point this has an expiry date and I thought I was fully prepared. But even before its expiry date I'm already in a state of daze.
How is it that you can fall in love in a matter of weeks and then you found out that it will prolly take you longer to fall out of it? I wasn't strong enough to stay away so this is what happens when you use your heart to think and not your head.
I am just sad that whatever it is that we had can't be prolonged, can't be persued and should not even be thought about. I remembered reading out his horoscope and it said "...prepare to take up new challenges...like an adventurous new romance." Was I his adventurous romance because he said that he have plans to try a new romance.
Mine said "Try not to whine or complain even if you encounter injustice, or troubles may come knocking on your door."
The fact that this is somewhat mutual made it harder to let go but I have to make sure that we could be where we were before all the confessions.
I will treasure the hours and moments we shared vecause that is the only thing that I could have and hold on to and yes...maybe I'll keep him in a special place in my heart because I don't want to forget him...his my bestest and he have given me many days of the best days of my life.
