As mentioned before, there are a couple of things that I wanted to write about.

Numero Uno
That obnoxious woman I overheard at Amore. I figured it was something to do with laundry. All I remembered was hearing someone asked her "You put your dirty clothes just like that?" And then she sent on to say "Ya. I don't do my own laundry so I'm very inconsiderate. I just put it like that."

She almost sound like she was proud to be inconsiderate and kept on repeating how inconsiderate she is! I was disgusted.

Numero Dos
After my SAPM paper, I met Aiyun at the lift lobby and since I had to wait for Sean to pass him my TRM notes, we both end up in Esprit. I was so happy when I found out that the pants that I had been eyeing on was on sale for $49.90. Just last week it was on sale for $79.90, down from $99.90. I am so happy I had such a good deal plus I'm a member so there was 10% off for everyone on that day and member gets another 10% so in all i paid $40 only!!!

After passing the notes to Sean we made our way to Raffles City to just walk around and met up with Andin. At about 630PM we decided to sit down and get a drink so we made out way to Coffee Club. I think I have to remind myself NEVER EVER to drink coffee. The first time I had a tall cup of Latte from McCafe, I end up giddy and then on Saturday I had something called Mocha Vanilla and I went home with a headache.

Numero Tres
My family and I had lunch at Sakura International Buffet Restaurant yesterday. I rented a Toyota Picnic and drove to Orchard. I had so much fun getting all lost and figuring out where to drive.

I do have pictures but it is all with Effa. Maybe next time.

Anyway I love this version of Always Be My Baby by David Cook. His voice is damn sexy!!! I know I change songs on my blog all the time (if you had visited frequently you will notice). I still want Ashlee Simpson's 'Outta My Head' because that's how I'm feel about how people keep saying things and I just need them to shut it for a while. SO i'm posting both songs at the same time. I have not posted more than one song for so long but I just had to this time around.

ENJOY!!!

The SAPM paper just now was quite a breeze considering the fact that about 70% of what I had practice on came out. It was really quite a feat because most of us studied the past year paper that was given to us by Dr Conall and not the textbook. So I think we were quite lucky.

As usual, I did want to write about something that might have been bothering me for some time but I just can't figure out what at the moment. It's one minute to midnight and I thought I should just post a quick one because tomorrow I will be up early and there will be no time to get an entry done.

Oh ya, I just remembered. It was about my trip to Amore Fitness & Spa at Eastpoint and I overheard some auntie who was really quite obnoxious. I think I'll post about it in the next one. And probabaly a few things about what I did after SAPM paper...my stomach is grumbling at the moment and I think I should sleep so I wil be numb to it.

Nites!!!!!

I've been at home since yesterday and the reason for that was to study for my exams which will be on 26th April, this Saturday. But I've not really been studying actually. I did try en exam paper in the study guide and my first two answer was different from my classmate's so it looks like I have to figure out what went wrong...

I studied for like 30 minutes and then my concentration goes haywire and I will make my way to the kitchen in search for food! It seems like all I do at home is eat and that is bugging me.

I think I've put on weight and the weight that I had taken so much time to lose is finally back into my body. I got to lose 'em...fast!!!!!

It's been almost five hours but after some sleep and possibly a way to calm myself down I am still infuriated that Riise scored that own goal...that unforgiving own goal! Now Chelsea has an away goal advantage thanks to him. There was only 30 seconds remaining in injury time and it breaks my heart just thinking about it.

They have to win in Stamford Bridge next week...they have to! If it ends up a draw it can't be 0-0 because Chelsea automatically goes to the finals. It has to be at least 1-1 or 2-2 so Liverpool can straight away go to the finals based on away goal advantage...

Like Gerrard, I beleve that Torres will fire us away to Moscow...


PRETTY PLEASE!!!

I'm already tired and it's only 15 minutes to noon. I've been running, in, out, up and down. These people just don't get it. Covering the reception and being an RO at the same time is not easy. Not only do I have to attend to walk-in and calls from customer but I also have to help you with your customers???

Sometimes I just feel like yelling and screaming at them: "WHY THE HELL CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND??? THIS IS NOT EASY!!!"

Yeah you may say I should multi-task but how am I supposed to do that when I have a customer standing in front of the counter looking at me to attend to them, a customer on the phone yakking away about how the interest rates are so low and then an email from you asking me to call your customer like...now!

It's ridiculous and I only have two hands so I'm begging you to understand. If I'm a robot I'm sure I will be overcharged and the wires on my body might already have burst and I will be 'Out of Order'!

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end . . . . .

I've not seen him for 6 working days and I thought that maybe he was on block leave. He was finally back today and we immediately start the usual name calling as soon as we bump into each other. But today it didn't just stop there. After he wolf-whistle at me and made me turn and stop he asked me how I am and I asked where he had been. He was in KL and mentioned things like "shop, shop, and shop and eat and eat, eat".

I had to cover reception today so was going totally bored and sleepy after lunch. He dropped by smiling slyly and said "I want to disturb you." We chatted for a while and he left to the back office to do some work.

Well anyway on my way home I listened to Backstreet Boys' Greatest Hits. I know that some of you may be rolling your eyes but their songs always make me sing along to it and I just love it...it makes me happy. Sometimes the geekiest things make you happy. I will imagine dancing geekily to their old songs like As Long As You Love Me and Quit Playing Game (With My Heart) ...and I would close my eyes and mouth along to I Want It That Way and More Than That.

Go ahead...roll your eyes...I don't care.

There are quite a few things that I need to put out in words and maybe I should break them into 2 entries.

Sometimes I wonder what I had done in my 22 years if life to be living the way I am right now. I'm surrounded by people who I love and love me back but it has not stopped me from being lonely. There's just something missing in my life and I can't figure it out.

I may be smiling and luaghing crazy at one moment but the next I'll be so sad and depressed and just miserable. I'm not even sure if my laughter and smiles are just the things I do to push the "miserable-ness" inside of me away. What if it is? Then I'll feel scared.

I've never meant to hurt anybody and I've never meant for things to turn out they way it had. Every single time I think about the things I had done in the past, all I want to do is to turn back time and just re-do it all over again, making sure that every details turns out the way it should.

People...everyone deserves and explanation and it seemed like I have given reasons for them to hate or think badly of me.

I hope for whatever that is weighing my shoulder at this moment to just go away.

Ok...so the title has nothing to do with whatever I have in mind to write about. It's just random.

On Friday, upon seeing an advertisement on Today from Audio House, I made my way there during lunch to buy a camcorder. The JVC camcorder was on sale so I just have to get it. I reach there, looked around for where they might be displaying the item. I saw Ah Bengs...lots of them. I was suddenly sceptic. Will they be willing to serve me? Do they have the mood too?

Luckily, the guy at the counter was friendly and patient enough to serve me.

My exams are coming soon...in like 6 days and I have not prepared anything. Two more papers and I will be done and I can hardly wait.

I watched 'Music & Lyrics' in the evening and I now could not stop humming 'Way Back Into Love'.

It was a Friday and I was almost done with lunch with a couple of colleagues. I received a miss call and call back the number immediately. The guy on the other line was telling me that the bank loan that I have applied for has been approved and I was stunned. He continued to ask if I had come down two hours ago to purchase some Hyundai car. I was further stunned! After so much confusion and the kanchong-ness on my side, the guy finally revealed himself as Irwan! I swear if he was in front of me I would have given him a smack on the head. Gosh I miss talking to that guy.

So finally met up with Khai last night and we were both more awake then we were last Thursday. We were at McDonald's when his laptop's battery decided to go flat. So we had to shift to my place which was nearby. He made me miss my Prison Break. He said it could be done in one hour...ya right! He took two!

I'm excited because clothes from Forever21.com is now in Yanping's hands and Coach skinny and wrislet will be in Singapore in 2 weeks...ahh the joy of getting your bonus!!!

I'm listening to radio at the moment. I miss it so much. i use to listen to so much radio I was the first, among my friends, to know which song is the the latest. Let me enjoy Mika's voice at the moment!

I'm not really in the mood to post much however I have pictures that I wanna post.



I'm going to The Click Five concert with Yanping!!! Really excited.

And now I have pictures of the very babelicious Qistina. This was taken in January.





And this is she now. She looked so different after the haircut done by her mum.





Those eyes just are just to die for I could look at it without getting bored.

I'm tired and sleepy but this does not stop me from logging in. I want to watch Idol Gives Back and it will be on till 1230AM. Well I don't think I will stay that long.

I met up with Khai at nearly 9PM. We...well actually more like he..is supposed to tell me about some insurance plan that he had done up for me. But we sat at McDonald's, looked at each other and decided that we were too tired to talk and think. We chatted for a while and then I decided to walk around Century Square and Mr Khai decided to sit on some Ogawa massaging chair while I walked around.

Work in the office as usual are abundant but I feel kinda lazy to finish it up. My colleague and I went to URS today because I desperately needed new shoes for work. The current one I am wearing is in a very sad state; the heels are a quarter detached from the shoes so I occassionally almost fell down the stairs which is dangerous. I have fallen too many times but of course it didn't stop me from doing so just now...again at home.

So I have bought a new pair of black covered shoes and also...finally, a pair of wedges! Yipee!

I'm feeling kinda hungry...anyone for supper???

I'm at work so no new word to learn today.

So I was busy and have not been updating for a few days. I was slagging through my TRM assignment and this is the first time I am doing so. Really glad that this will be the first and the last. No more assignments!!!!! Like YIPEE! This is it...the last leg of my 'road-to-a-degree' race. It's the last one and suddenly I feel lethargic and impatient. I was thinking "can't this go any faster?"

Exams will be on 26 April and 3 May and after that...double YIPEE! I'm entitled to a normal social life. I can go out after work, no more assignment and study preperations...no more class!!!!!

So I was busy doing assigment but it doesn't stop me from going out to dinner for about 2 hours on Sunday night...thanks to Khai's enthusiastic behaviour to watch Manchester United trash Middlesbrough which fortunately and sadly for him, they didn't. Fans and football club same character...both have big egos!

I was happy that Liverpool drew with Arsenal on the Saturday....and this morning they won 4-2 at Anfield!!!! Aggregate 5-3. I know they will win if we play at Anfield and damn it they will face Chelsea again!

Hyypia's header was all we need to come back to the game!!! I stayed through the first half then go back to bed to give dad and Effa a chance to watch Chelsea (they are both aired at the same time you see)....(hmm it looks like I can't blog much at the moment...customer keep coming in but I am not going to bother). But I told that to wake me up for the last 10 minutes and then he told me that Arsenal just scored an equaliser! It was 2-2 and if the game stayed this way Arsenal will be going to the semi-finals based on away goal. Then they switch it back to Chelsea, a minute later back to Liverpool and we saw Gerrard take the penalty...3-2!!! Go back to Chelsea again and we saw Lampard score to make it 2-0. Their future still hanging by a thread because if Fernebache score they will go to extra time. Then we switch back to Liverpool and Anfiel was celebrating Babel's goal....Febregas and Toure..or was it Adebayor (I can never tell the difference between these 2) look so dejected!!! It was heaven! It has been an exciting last 10 minutes and then Effa said she wants to see Chelsea celebrate and I wanna see Anfield celebrate too! So we end up seeing bits of both well more like more of Chelsea so I went back to bed with a big smile knowing that I will not get a scolding from Joseph for telling him that Liverpool will win!

I had quite a nightmare in between the time my dad woke me up and the time I finally decide to get up from my bed. I dreamt that Liverpool lost and it was devastating. After a few minutes of probably tossing and turning, I opened my eyes and was in a dark room safely on my bed so I knew that the game was still on. PHEW!

So I read Yanping's very long entry and saw that I did went through the same thing as her. My groupmate decied that she needs to go back to Malaysia on the eve of the day we need to hand in our group assignment. She didn't email us her part like she said she will. We sms and call her to no avail so Sean and me had to do her part. We decided to leave her name out and the guys push to me the responsibility of breaking it nicely to her.

I'm not being conceited but she is so damn lucky she got me as a partner for CCM. I bet she won't get an 'A' if she had done it alone. Sure she got the expat for our interview but if you compare my part and her part on our personal analysation of the interview you could definitely read the difference in standard. Good enough that she realise that because when I told her we got an 'A', she said "all thanks to you".

I shall stop here now...time for me to have lunch!

'derivative': a financial contract whose value derives from the value of underlying stocks, bonds, currencies, commodities, etc

As an honour to my current assignment I decided to put up the meaning of derivatives. This is such a bore! I'm behind time and I think this is the first time I left my assignmnet to the last minute. Date due is tomorrow and I am only at introduction. I still have plans to go to the library to do more research and I feel so pressured to do a good job. I need at least a B to keep my grades constant. I know I can do it...yes I can!!!

I've been sick and getting home late due to reason I can't remember so it only left me with a late start on Saturday evening. Luckily I did some research last weekend. If I left it to this then I'm in deep shit!

Oh please don't mind all the harsh word...well one. I'm not in the mood to be all lady and nice and grammar-tically correct.

'velum': a material used for making book covers, and in the past for writing on, made from the skins of young cows, sheeps, or goats

He was handsome...nope, gorgeous. He was smiling at me and we were talking and then I heard a very irritating beeping sound and in a matter of seconds I was back in my bed, reluctantly opened my eyes and tried to stop that sound from my phone.

Damn it! The alarm just destroyed my dream! I think Michael Owen was about to ask me out on a date!

I dunno what made me dream of him but I did alright and it was nice...hmmmm.

Anyway what did I want to say...oh ya, my assignments. I still have not start reading the notes that Andin and I have collected and I promise to myself that I will do so tomorrow night. There's quite a few things to watch on TV tonight and I let myself get immersed in the temptation. It looks like I have to take that half day on Monday afterall...

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