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just a thought
Tuesday, May 31, 2005 7:07 AM








Your Birthdate: July 29

Your birthday on the 29th adds a tone of idealism to your nature.

You are imaginative and creative, but rather uncomfortable in the business world.

You are very aware and sensitive, with outstanding intuitive skills and analytical abilities.

The 29 reduces to 11, one of the master numbers which often produces much nervous tension.

This is the birthday of the dreamer rather than the doer.

You do, however, work very well with people.


What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
Why is it you take seconds to fall in love with someone but take lots of time to forget about them?
Just a thought...

.....
Monday, May 30, 2005 12:45 PM





In 1985 (the year you were born)


Ronald Reagan is president of the US


Live Aid, a 17 hour rock concert broadcasts worldwide from London and Philadelphia, raising $70 million for starving Africans


An 8.1 magnitude earthquake hits Mexico City and results in about 25,000 deaths


Vocano "Nevada del Ruiz" erupts near Bogota, Columbia causing mud slides that bury two towns


American Jew Jonathan Pollard is arrested for giving military secrets to Israel


Mikhail Gorbachev becomes Soviet leader


New Coke is released on the 99th anniversary of Coca-Cola


The GNU Manifesto first written by Richard Stallman


Kansas City Royals win the World series


San Francisco 49ers win Superbowl XIX


Edmonton Oilers win the Stanley Cup


Back to the Future is the top grossing film


Less Than Zero by Bret Easton Ellis is published


David Lee Roth leaves Van Halen to begin a solo career


"Careless Whisper" by Wham! spends the most time at the top of the US charts


Elmo is introduced on Sesame Street


The Golden Girls and Growing Pains premiere



What Happened the Year You Were Born?


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So...have u all been thinking what's your career gonna be.For me i think as an FSC is one of them.Being your own boss really doesnt kick it in me.I had this FSC career talk and it is lucrative and the AIA staffs really made Marina and me feel so belong..like we are at home.We talked about stocks,shares and funds when they found out we were both from banking & finance and that we study all those kind of stuff.But i'm only 20 and 21 is still a long way to go...so right now i wish i am turning 21 this july instead of 20.LOLX!

So what did i learn from the two days tutorial studying M9(insurance and investment-linked policies)?My biggest asset is my ability to earn.Not my MP3 player, not my handphone and not my Guess handbag!

The staff was really friendly to us but i told Ken that i still want to explore my opportunities.Furthermore i'm only 20 and that is still bloody young.I dont want to have a job that doesnt pay me a monthly salary.SECURITY!!!It's really important right now.Maybe when i'm 25 then i can shift to being an FSC....

So anyway i watched The Hot Chick on Star Movies just now and it was really really funny!!!!

sleepy...
Saturday, May 28, 2005 2:25 PM

Your Deadly Sins

Greed: 40%
Pride: 20%
Sloth: 20%
Wrath: 20%
Envy: 0%
Gluttony: 0%
Lust: 0%
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%
You will die love and feared by many. And you'll be buried in a tomb.
How Sinful Are You?


Thanks to Terence for this....
I'm bored so this is all i wanna do.No i'm not bored..im sleepy...so this is all i can do but thrs actually so many things to say.Maybe tmr...



like wooohooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, May 27, 2005 11:15 AM

I
Am
Not
Going
To
Say
Anything
Else...
Pictures
Says
A
Thousand
Words
Right?
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Let's PARTY!!!!! And dear Shevchenko shd have shut his bloody mouth.Arrogant jerk!And those omen...they are so true.Pple like Yanping din believe that those omens leading to a Champs League victory for Liverpool.This is crazy man...i wish i am in school so i can show off to Terence and Ben!

So anyway i had went for the Module 9 tutorial for the CMFSA recommended by the AIA personnel.He said that it was free so why not just go for it and see how it goes.Most of the stuff are from financial planning and most brobably FIA.LIKE.....SIAN!

So then during lunch Marina and me had it with the agency leader and those under him and the people are really nice.Very friendly.They made us feel as if we already belong there when Matina and me havent made our decisions yet.And the thing is i'm not 21 yet and i could be changing my mind in the course of one year.BUT half of my mind is kinda made up that being an FSC shd be ok.I mean the salary...no ceileing u know.So can earn as much as u can coz its sales kinda thing.

So the tutorial is over 2 days so tmr is the last day and thrs so much to absorb.I even got homeowrk so i think i better stop now la hor...

me an FSC?maybe...
Thursday, May 26, 2005 4:05 AM





You Are 14 Years Old



14





Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.



What Age Do You Act?


So later i have this sales executive interview.The job is stationed in Dubai and i'm not sure if its temporary or permanent but i think it shd be temporary.

So anyway yesterday Marina and me went for the AIA career talk and it was a knoledge kind of session.I am actually quite interested in joining their company.But of course you have to be 21 first.Marina is lucky she is 21 this year.We have to take 2 exams but we might just be exempted from one coz we have a diploma in banking and finance. so on thursday and friday,Marina and i are attending their tutorials and then their manager told us that we shd have lunch togetehr and talk.which i think will be an experience. their staff are all friendly and the manager actually introduced us to some of them when we are not confirmed to be working thr.

Being a FSC is actually quite lucrative.The manager told us that he once earned S$15,000 per month. he told us the sky is the limit and there are no standard payment.usually as starters it will be abt S$2500 per month. he did told us that the first year is an FSC is the hardest and it is better to start as a part timer first as the quota will be lower.But he also encourage us to think abt what we really want to do first as this is an industry that doesnt encourage people to "try it out first see what happens".

So kinda interesting huh?

SICK!
Wednesday, May 25, 2005 3:20 AM

So i had bloody food poisoning and it was so painful!it's like practically eating my stomach alive!I'm not kidding.i've never had stomach pains that painful!

So anyway today i'm going for something like a career talk with Marina by AIA.i might have said that i'm so not into insurance but if its my call then it's my call i guess.

Gosh i cant wait for the champion league finals.i hope Liverpool wins...but then its AC Milan we are talking abt here...hmmmm......



Like it...I do
Tuesday, May 24, 2005 3:05 AM



Oh i love this page so much!Don't you!I love it love it!It's so red and it's so Liverpool!!!!LOLX!

So anyway i did found a song for Terence coz i heard him sing this song before.Everytime i hear this song it remind me of him.HAHA.So this is All About You by McFly!

It's all about you
It's about you
It's all about you, baby
It's all about you
It's all about you
It's about you
It's all about you

Yesterday, you asked me something
I thought you knew.
So I told you with a smile
It's all about you
Then you whispered in my ear and you told me to
Say 'If you make my life worthwhile,
It's all about you

And I would answer all you're wishes, if you asked me to.
But if you deny me one of your kisses, don't know what I'd do.
So hold me close and say three words, like you used to do.
Dancing on the kitchen tiles, it's all about you.
Yeah...

And I would answer all you're wishes, if you asked me to.
But if you deny me one of your kisses, don't know what I'd do.
So hold me close and say three words, like you used to do.
Dancing on the kitchen tiles,
Yes you make my life worthwhile,So I told you with a smile...
It's all about you.

Star Wars was great!!!!!
Saturday, May 21, 2005 1:02 PM



WENT TO WATCH STAR WARS TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AND NOW I THINK I'M A FAN!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway i've been searching for jobs everyday.Been sending resumes almost everyday!For now i will be settle with anything and then at the mean time find a better one.At least i can earn and then can go out and shop right?Shopping is my wekness!I HAVE TO SHOP!At the moment currently i notice a search for bloody accounts assistant and finacial planner/personal banker.And u hv to be 21 to be a financial planner!Damn it!

Killing me...all these stuff!I just bought a Guess handbag on sale and nobody nags so PHEW!

Frogs & Princes
Friday, May 20, 2005 9:05 AM



So the previous entry was for Yanping.Now i have a song for michelle.It was between Autobiography by Ashlee Simpson or Frog & Princes by Natasha Beddingfield.So i chose the latter.

The in and out of dating got me all cofused
I built up expectations and
I'm feeling used
Seems that everybody's into fast food,
Everybody's into quick
I want some one to take the time fine dining not rushing

Now it's nearly 7:30,
I'm slipping on a dress
I keep my fingers crossed, you're not like all the rest,
So when you come to pick me up come right to my door
Don't stay in your car and beep beep the horn

Baby I'm a hopeless romantic
You pick the sounds for the background to our drive into town
Baby don't be one of the traffic
Had too many nights with the wrong guys
Caught me at red lights

Tell me how many frogs do I have to kiss
Before I find my prince, before I find my prince
All you girls that are going through this
Tell 'em how it is, tell 'em how it is

Pull up to a premire, red carpet good
You take my coat, get my chair, like I hoped you would
You're funny and your flirting is really working for me
But where it goes from here
Better wait and see

Baby I'm a hopeless romantic
You pick the view to kiss to
Make me go ooo ooo
And baby it'll all turn out tragic
And you'll push for more
Back at my front door
More than I'm ready for

Tell me how many frogs do I have to kiss
Before I find my prince, before I find my prince
All you girls that are going through this
Tell 'em how it is, tell 'em how it is
Tell me how many frogs do I have to kiss
Before I find my prince, before I find my prince
All you girls that are going through this
Tell 'em how it is, tell 'em how it is

You gotta tip the waiter, that's how it works
You cant skip the starter and go straight to desert
You've gotta pop the cork before you taste the wineis woah,
We get hooked up but the shame is
Too much connection followed by rejections
Gonna hurt a girl 'til she learns her lesson

---------------
So anyway any of u interested in Paintball games.The minimum we could find is $30++ perperson which includes gear, guns (M16 by the way), paintballs and rental of shooting area.thought of going before the guys go NS.So reply to me or Yanping!
ANYWAY...anyone intereted in Star Wars....i wanna know what happen to Anakin.

Independent Woman
Wednesday, May 18, 2005 1:30 PM

Driving really sucks today...so disappointed in myself.AARGGHHH!!!!

So anyway i told Yanping that i will try to find a song that reminds me of some of u people.So i found a song for Yanping.It was between I'm a Bomb or Single by Natasha Beddinfiel but i chose Independent Woman by Destiny's Child instead.

Question: Tell me what you think about me
I buy my own diamonds and
I buy my own rings
Only ring your cell-y when
I'm feelin lonely
When it's all over please get up and leave

Question: Tell me how you feel about this
Try to control me boy you get dismissed
Pay my own fun, oh and I pay my own bills
Always 50/50 in relationships

The shoes on my feet
I've bought it
The clothes I'm wearing
I've bought it
The rock I'm rockin'
I've bought it'
Cause I depend on me
If I wanted the watch you're wearin'
I'll buy it
The house I live in
I've bought it
The car I'm driving
I've bought it
I depend on me(I depend on me)

All the women who are independent
Throw your hands up at me
All the honeys who makin' money
Throw your hands up at me
All the mommas who profit dollas
Throw your hands up at me
All the ladies who truly feel me
Throw your hands up at me

Girl I didn't know you could get down like that
Charlie, how your
Angels get down like that
Girl I didn't know you could get down like that
Charlie, how your
Angels get down like that

Tell me how you feel about this
Who would I want if I would wanna live
I worked hard and sacrificed to get what I get
Ladies, it ain't easy bein' independent
Question: How'd you like this knowledge that I brought
Braggin' on that cash that he gave you is to front
If you're gonna brag make sure it's your money you flaunt
Depend on no one else to give you what you want

The shoes on my feet
I've bought it
The clothes I'm wearing
I've bought it
The rock I'm rockin'
I've bought it'
Cause I depend on me
If I wanted the watch you're wearin'
I'll buy it
The house I live in
I've bought it
The car I'm driving
I've bought it
I depend on me(I depend on me)

All the women who are independent
Throw your hands up at me
All the honeys who makin' money
Throw your hands up at me
All the mommas who profit dollas
Throw your hands up at me
All the ladies who truly feel me
Throw your hands up at me

Girl I didn't know you could get down like that
Charlie, how your
Angels get down like that
Girl I didn't know you could get down like that
Charlie, how your
Angels get down like that

Friends Forever?
Sunday, May 15, 2005 2:27 PM

Today was like probably the last time seeing most of the FT pple hanging out together.I'm definitely gonna miss all of those hanging out together...Love u guys!And Yanping please come for Graduation!FYI Yanping doesn't want to come for graduation!!!!!So people....u all have to do sumthing to make her go!

Anyway this is my version of Friends Forever by Vitamin C.Haha.Enjoy!

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day

Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in April
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Thiam Hock be the stockbroker man?
Can Jana find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men

Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

Falling without a safety net
Thursday, May 12, 2005 1:50 PM

You Have A Type A- Personality
A-

You are one of the most balanced people aroundMotivated and focused, you are good at getting what you wantYou rule at success, but success doesn't rule you.
When it's playtime, you really know how to kick backWhether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love!You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds

Do You Have a Type A Personality?



Now i know how it feels like to lay my heart on the line.Getting ready to get hurt if what i hopefully wanted turns against me.i was learning to fall without a safety net to catch me when i fall.And if i fall really hard...i wld have to save myself.

So anyway hv u guys confirmed your attendance for graduation.if u hvnt...do so.

bored.....
Tuesday, May 10, 2005 2:05 AM

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?


Thanks to Terence blog i got this.Stuff for bored people to do.

any last outing?
Friday, May 06, 2005 10:20 AM

DBF 3B08....any last class outing???i promise that this time i will go ok?just not to KBox,Sentosa or any other crazy places.Haha.I thought someone's gonna organize a chalet or something right?HINT HINT!!!

So anyway life has been boring.Might sound shocking but i rather got to school.I'm gonna miss the times when it was already 9AM and i'm still making my way to the lecture hall,gonna miss the food,the place,the atmosphere.Just anything about school.Anything and everything.Work life's gonna suck!

So Yanping or anybody...go organize something ook?Just dont organize to all the places i mentioned above.HAHA.

I really miss everyone.We have to have a last outing before the guys go to NS.So please anyone...organize sumthin!

elated me.....
Thursday, May 05, 2005 2:05 PM

Well well....finally finally.I deserve the rights to say "CHEALSEA LOSS!!!!"

Big time man!THKS FOR THE BRAGGING RIGHTS!

It was so damn nervewrecking.For then first time my heart was pounding like hell for Liverpool.I sure had teh last laugh.Liverpool fans around the world deserves to celebrate and for the frst time i was so eager to wtach the sports news!This is totally unbelievable.And Adli was so right when he say Liverpool will wrap Chealsea 1-0.

FINALLY!
Wednesday, May 04, 2005 1:48 PM

So anyway finally i think it is safe to log on the internet.I had all the spyware and dump adwares so removed from the computer!

So i was thinking...do i really have to blab out all the stuff that has been happening in my life if i'm subscribed to an online journal just like this?Coz i'm not ready to tell evryone what has been happening and i think some stuff are better kept to myslef or within the close friends i have.Like who i went out with yesterday...who i like...all these kind of stuff.I think i have made a decision to leave personal matters like these aside and carry on doing it on another journal whics is Stated based and none of the people reading it knows me except for 1 coz she's my penpal.

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