Tuesday, November 27, 2007 11:00 PM
If it really means so much to you then why are you not doing anything about it? It's too late anyway. Nothing could ever repair what has been broken. Please provide me with the chance to start afresh because i really need this. Everytime you come back memories flood through my mind and I will be lost and I am afraid that I would eventually drown. Please leave...
10:21 PM
I probably just wanna post this because it's my 400th entry!
But i realise that i forgotten to post a video i took one night when i was on my way home in Ben's car. It was a try to show you guys the Christmas lights along Orchard Rd.
And my colleague is selling this original classic Dior wallet at S$150. Interested parties please call me or drop me a message.
I think that's about it. Any recommendation on a good MP3 player? I'll probably would like to get one during the SITEX fair. But still dunno which one to get. Yanping and I were having a rapid discussion and I gave up because there were too much tech talk.
For now toodles my friends as i go back to my accounting assignment.
Monday, November 26, 2007 10:31 PM
I'm having a hard time figuring out how to go about my managerial accounting assignment. I am done with question 1 but am left with 2 and 3. After so much reading and reading I still couldn't figure it and i have until Thursday to figure it out.
On Wednesday night my CSM wants to treat us to dinner and on Thursday night i have a meeting. So technically I only have tomorrow and I'm so in trouble...
I need 3-5 pages of ..... stuff.
PANIC!!!
2:05 PM
I had always day dream of an over-rated love life where the guy I am destined to be with, together with me would go through life’s most difficult obstacles so that we could be together. Little did I know that when it does happen, it is going to be heart breaking. Well in the first place maybe it wasn’t destiny. It was just silly fantasies. It was foolish of me to have thought about it and did not expect to have feelings and emotions run on high. Now that I know how it feels like, I just wish to meet the guy who will make me the happiest woman ever and he would cherish our relationship till death do us part.
I had been running away from the people who could promise all of the above in pursuit of the person who had always given me lots of heartbreak and no attention. Why, you may ask but I do not have an answer to that question. I guess it is only natural to feel this way because love has its way to seep into your heart and poison your every vein, making you feel like it is difficult to breathe, choking you till it knows that this is not going to be easy.
But you got to stand straight back up because when love dies, it doesn’t mean that you will have to die along with it. You fight; you battle because you got to be strong for yourself. You may cry over it but when you get over it, it shows that you have overcome the most powerful emotion in the world. You may argue that there are far better emotions like anger that could easily overcome love, but that is your say, not mine.
Thanks Yanping, Julyn and Atiqa for “grieving” with me.
Goah what am I talking/rambling about. I did not grief.
Thanks for sharing my sadness.
Tried to take a picture
Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I want to fill this new frame
But its empty
Tried to write a letter
In ink
Its been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But its empty
Its empty
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty
And I've even wondered
If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But its empty
Its empty
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty
Sunday, November 25, 2007 7:50 PM
Yesterday was dad's birthday and i found out from ibu that his wish was to have Effa and me get married as soon as we can. I laughed because I think that was the bigest joke ever!
Financial Management class finaly ended yesterday and I am really in trouble. I have to study very hard this time around and I am so scared that a Second Class Upper might not be achievable. Help!!!
I watched Enchanted just now with Effa and Nur and now I can't stop humming the songs!
Wednesday, November 21, 2007 12:04 AM
I get to post something because thanks to Ben, i got a car ride home and was able to reach home half an hour earlier than usual. I got to fix the battery for my calculator, rub some moisturiser on my new work heels and now sitting down for prob another 10 more minutes to type all this out.
Back at work and thankfully it all went quite well. I can't turn away from all the busy-ness of it so no point talking abt that. get to meet all the colleagues that i adore and talk to them.
Today is the first day of class. It was quite ok and i have some pics to post. Hugh Byrne was an ok guy. He wants us to call him Hugh. Andin and i wasnt sure if he is as Irish as Dr Brendan (we're still fantasizing abt him). But Hugh has nice blue eyes.
Wee Kok said that i have a 'Pink Problem'. Ben said i have a 'Pink Crisis'. My phone was beside my pouch but since i need to take this picture it had to be removed from the scene.
Wondering what this is? Take a closer look below.
I know its very blur but nevermind. It's basically something to do with perpetuity or annuity i cant remember.
Sean: No need to copy lah. You never do before meh?
Me: Sean, just shut up ok? People forget things. I studied this three years ago!"
Well got to go now. Effa wants to sleep so i gotta switch off the lights.
Monday, November 19, 2007 4:33 PM
She read through it again and then one more time. She clicked on the other page and read the other sentence, thrice, just to make sure it gets into her head. Her heart started to race and her mind was quickly drowned by all the bad possibilities of the situation.
This could not be happening, it just could not be, she thought to herself.
A hot and powerful feeling slowly rose up her throat and soon she started to feel warm and it rose up to her face and then her eyes. It was hot tears, threatening to form in here eyes but she would not let it happen.
She decided that she had lost again and could not believe that she did not even had a chance to fight for what she thought was rightfully hers. She felt sad; overwhelmed by the mix of emotions that was slowly pulling her like the strong currents of the ocean. She told herself that she would not drown, that the fight was not over. But what could she do.
Would he ever realise? Would he question the same thing he did over five years ago? If he asked, she would make sure she smiles at him and said yes. She would make sure that this time around, it would happen; that it should happen and it was destiny.
She felt the tug once he left about three years ago and then he came back and she thought that it was finally a chance to start over again. But what she found out that day was disturbing that she got scared and restless.
She wanted to fight it but how?
~ (C)ramia
2:51 PM
I just spent about 15 to 20 minutes going thru whatever i have in my "storage bin" to hopefully discover that i still have my Corporate Finance textbook. Alas, no, and i am so very disappointed with this. I was hoping to get some more materials for my last question and hopefully add a few more details to the other nince questions that i have answered. This is so frustrating! I did went to the library just now but stil coudn't find what i was looking for. I managed to find a teensy weensy little detail that is worth a line of answer to the question that still needs to be answered and i am not sure if that is the correct answer!
But i am just going ahead to use whatever i have and hopefully it is sufficient for this professor..let me check out the name..wait give me a minute, the book is somewhere on the table...gosh where is it!!!??I can't fins it...OH WAIT! There it is! Mr Hugh Byrne...not professor! Well i don't like this guy already...
Anyway I volunteered to cook yesterday. Wel not exactly cook, more like bake. Is it the same?
I saw it on Soo...Lazat about two weeks ago and my mum said that i should try baking ot one weekends so that she doesn't need to cook.
After 11 days at home, including weekends, it is finally time to go back to work and i might just ahve a panic attack! As anxious as I am, it doesn't mean i like going back there to that place called the office. PUKE!
OK...what else...oh ya, i have to get back to my assignment.
Toodles!
Thursday, November 15, 2007 8:30 PM
Went for quite a jalan-jalan today and feeling tired right now. Dunno how dear Yanping is. She is in class right now. Probably falling asleep. I know i will. Haiz...
Got a bumpy ride just now when i hit the curb and the car wobble...a lot. I think i scared dear Yanping and she might not want to ride with me again. HAHA.
I think i'll probably sleep early coz Top Model is showing some never before scene episode and i;m not that interested.
Wednesday, November 14, 2007 11:28 AM
Sunday, November 11, 2007 9:08 PM
At exactly 8PM today I finished watching Order of the Phoenix. YES!! The DVD is out. Internationally on 12/11/2007 but it was already out at Popular CD Rama. I planned to only buy a Street Directory and Taufik's Teman Istemewa but then i stumbled upon the DVD so I thought that i shouldn't wait any longer and just buy it! I did mention to Effa before going out of the house that the DVD release that in US is 12/11/2007 but it is already in the shelves in Singapore. Cost me $30.90 plus i get an about A4 size notebook with the cover of the Order of the Phoenix.
I went home, eat some food, take a shower and then i watch the movie. My wait has finally been satisfied.
I went to watch Stardust today and it is really a very good movie! It's a modern fairytale! Every girl loves a fairytale...well most girls.
My face is still aching from the surgery. I need to massage it i think
Well for now i'm just gonna transfer some of Taufik's new songs into my phone. Ciao!
Saturday, November 10, 2007 8:02 PM
My lips or my teeth are numb to the feeling but my hearing wasn't certainly numb! The sound of drilling was really frightening! He was drilling a some sort of screw into my gums and this is called an implant and the crown will be inserted in about two more months. I have gone through so much pain I don't know if i can bear it any longer.
Anyway i am still in a bit of pain now. There's like a tingling feeling right at the part where he inserted the implant and i stil can't talk or laugh properly. It hurts!
I took out my textbook today and was depressed that i couldn't find 70% of the answers so i shut it and went back to some reading. So basically I am done with the book that i borrowed yesterday titled 'Lucy in the Sky' by Paige Toon and this is her debut novel. I think the author don't fancy the Singapore Sling because she wrote about it and there's not an ounce of nice things being said about it. But all in all i love it. I love love stories and this one is simply sweet and beautiful.
Effa and i might catch Stardust on Monday night but for now all i want to do is lie down and nurse the pain in my mouth.
Thursday, November 08, 2007 9:41 PM
I am officially on block leave!!! Woo hoo!!!! This is so great but I shouldn't celebrate just yet. Things might just happen at work and i might be receiving calls from work which is what i hope will not happen.
Tomorrow i wil be going the dentist to get some screw inserted into the bones of my teeth and then 2 months after the dentist wil be doing my implant for me. So much pain and so much money involved.
I know i'm supposed to write about some things but it has usual made its exit from my mind but i guess i'll just say anything that is in my head right now. What about my plan for my block leave????
Friday 9/11/2007 Dentist trip. I probably wont eat the whole day
Saturday 10/11/2007 No plans yet
Sunday 11/11/2007 No plans yet
Monday 12/11/2007 I will be meeting Rey and Val for the lunch that i have long delayed
Tuesday 13/11/2007 I'll probably just sit at home and read a good book
Wednesday 14/11/2007 Maybe a lunch with Atiqa
Thursday 15/11/2007 Meeting Yanping to go Ikea and Giant. Renting a car!!!
Friday 16/11/2007 Probably going out with Wan for the very long delayed promise that i made to treat him to Swensen's ice-cream
Saturday 17/11/2007 No plans yet
Sunday 18/11/2007 No plans yet
Monday 19/11/2007 No plans yet
Make plans with me if u want to on those days with 'No plans yet'.
Anyway i hv nothing in my mind at the moment so ciao!!!
Friday, November 02, 2007 7:46 PM
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In the month of November..Momo Sissoko. I can't believe he is only 22. He's born in 85!!!
I wante dto post more pics but photobucket is under maintenance. Just a short one for today. I have to get back to studying and tomorrow i will be back at work. Exam is on Sunday! Aargh!!!
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