Saturday, July 30, 2005 5:00 AM
WOW!!!!I'm 20...uurghhh,I'm 20.YIKES!!!!!I'm 20!!!
Ok so what hv i collected so far for my birthday?3 bottles of perfume,one make-up kit,a teddy bear in a mug,wallet,sumthin from Body Shop,a watch adn a Tiffany-like bracelet which i love!
Bored to tally bored.In a dilemma right now.have made plans with Yanping and Jana to celebrate my b'day on Sunday and the something just hv to come up!!!!!!!!!!!Mum wanst to go Johor with seafood with lots of relatives....including my cuz that shares the same birthday as moi.....Please tell me this is not happening!!!!!
Yesterday was my first drive out and it was sucky...OMG what hv i got myself into????I'll be chauffering my family during Hari Raya...now this is definitely confirmed!!!!BLEURGH!!!
Help me get out of this reality!!!
Thursday, July 28, 2005 3:37 AM
Tuesday, July 26, 2005 11:31 PM
Dear Fellow Graduates,We are finally getting ourselves into the real world after 3 years of studies.There is no way you are going to deny that it has been wonderful.Some of you might be thinking that it has been a great experience because of the friends you hang out with or because of the knowledge that you now possess or maybe because of the activities you did after school.Are you a chairman or president of a society in school?Are you the most popular guy or girl in the school?Are you an honour roll student?Right now, all these doesn't matter.Because right now, we are all in the same position.We are vulnerable in some way.We have to blend in into the real world.There is no doubt that in polytechnic,we were spoon-feed,guided and pampered by our lecturers.But now,do you realise that there is no one guding us on how to live in the working world?We have to figure it out ourselves.It might be scary but it is one risk that will be worthwhile taking.Among us,there might be next successful man or woman in Singapore.Who will it be?You will decide.For me,it has been one great rollercoaster ride and i enjoy it.This journey is one memorable road trip which i will never forget.
So congratulations my fellow graduates.It has been a pleasure to be part of this experience.
9:28 AM
I can finally say that 2005 has been an achievable year so far!Today i graduated from driving school and tomorrow i'm graduating from SP!!!!How cool is that!?Yes...i am now a qualified driver.Really really feels like a dream.When the tester told me that i pass i was practially floating on air.Coz the previous night i had a dream abt my driving test and it was horrible so how can i believe that what happened about 3 hours ago was true?I PINCHED MYSELF!!!No more going back to Ubi Driving centre for lesson,no more taking two buses to get to the place...just no more of those stuff!
Tomorrow is finally coming...can't wait to see everyone.Got a message from Ben saying that he is lazy to go for the ceremony.Dunno what got into him and he said he is coming alone.Dunno what happened.I think tomorrow i'm gonna post a speech to all my friends.Something i might say to all graduates if i was given a chance to speak.Just between us...
AM I REALLY A PRINCESS IN THE CLASS???
Sunday, July 24, 2005 10:05 AM
i totally rock last night...not gonna mention on what coz i dun want it to be spoilt!So grad day is in like a few days time.So excited to see everyone again.And Yanping i think our Saturday date hv to be cancelled coz i'm going to my aunt place.Why not we meet on Sunday?Just a suggestion...
Anyway hv u guys seen Missy Elliott.She's so thin!As i not literally.Comparing her old self and now....its lotsa different.
have to mae changes to this skin.Got news that Sissoko is leaving to Liverpool!!!
To Make A Woman Happy...
A Man needs to be a friend, a companion, a lover, a chef, an electrician, a carpenter, a plumber, a mechanic, a decorator, a psychologist, a pest exterminator, a psychiatrist, a healer, a good listener, an organiser, a gpod father, very clean, sypathetic, atletic, warm, attentive, gallant, intelligent, funny, craetive, tender, strong, understanding, tolerant, prudent, ambitious, capable, courageous, dependable and passionate.
Not only that, he also have to give her compliments regularly, love shopping, be honest, be very rich and not look at other girls.
Of course, he is expected to give her lots of attention, but expect little himself, give her lots of time especially time for herself and give her lots of space, never worrying about where she goes.
It is very important that men should never forget birthdays,anniversaries and arrangements that she makes.
To Make A Man Happy...
Leave him in peace.
Friday, July 22, 2005 2:29 AM
Getting sleepy...coz just now abt 430AM i woke up with a runny nose and the medicine i took is making me real sleepy.Not gonna sleep though.Theres some stuff i need to do.I wanna say something but i just keep forgetting what is was.Next time when i remember the stuff i'm gonna quickly blog!
You Are 40% Left Brained, 60% Right Brained |
The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.
The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.
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Tuesday, July 19, 2005 3:57 AM
So this is the 2ND ENTRY OF THE DAY.Just got home an hour ago.Go to buy CDs to burn my copy of the Grad Ball video then go but me the perfumes that i wanted for my birthday.My parents and sis have given me all theri shares so i went out to buy them!Love love perfumes.The sales girl introduce em to Givenchy's limited edition perfume and its so nice.$49 for 50ml...an offer.But i had my mind on Miami Glow and Ralph Lauren Cool so i told her no thank u...maybe next time.
So anyway i forgot to mention something.Remember Dr Chan...the lecturer who taughts us ECM?He quitted.Nina told me during the lunch we had last week.Apparently he quitted becoz he's discouraged by the attendance of the students.Remember?The lecture hall was practically empty every week...
Ken also told me that BC Low got some warning by the authorities.Apparently somebody complain to the pricipal during a dialogue session that BC Low doesnt know how to teach.So BC Low say "thanks to some person,i hv to be more strict with u guys now."And also for trading,Ken's batch is the last batch who will do outcry.
Anyway i was SMSing Marina on Saturday and guess what she told me that she was involved in the IOC and she got to see Raul and Becks in person!STRIKE 3!First the iPod Shuffle,then the Britney perfume,now seeing Raul and Becks in person.She seems to get everything i was eyeing for!!!!AARGGHHHH!!!!!She also told me that she was so lucky.Damn she is!
Anyway have u guys watched the new Adidas advertisement???It is really really cool.Cooler than the Pepsi ad.Adidas' "Impossible is Nothing" ads are really cool.This time there's Becks,Raul,Kaka,Defoe,Ballack and i think thats it right?U guys shd catch it if u have not!
3:41 AM
I was watching the SB Grad Ball video and it brings back lots of wonderful memories.The entertainment com has provide us with a copy,so those people who want it just tell me.i give u my copy and u hv to burn it yourself.I hv to give back the original copy to Val ASAP!The video consists of 2 CD.The 2nd CD also includes the 3min video that we watched during Grad Ball,truly done by my co member Nina.So i was listening to the music that goes with the video and i figured that it truly reflects our poly life.I'm doing 2 entries today.One especially for this grad ball memories and the other to say things that i want to say but i forgot to say.
Goodbye To You by Michelle BranchOf all the things I've believed inI just want to get it over withTears form behind my eyesBut I do not cryCounting the days that pass me by I've been searching deep down in my soulWords that I'm hearing are starting to get oldIt feels like I'm starting all over againThe last three years were just pretendAnd I said, Goodbye to youGoodbye to everything that I knewYou were the one I lovedThe one thing that I tried to hold on to The one thing that I tried to hold on to I still get lost in your eyesAnd it seems that I can't live a day without youClosing my eyes and you chase my thoughts awayTo a place where I am blinded by the lightBut it's not right Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same timeI want what's yours and I want what's mineI want youBut I'm not giving in this time Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to And when the stars fallI will lie awakeYou're my shooting star
Sunday, July 17, 2005 6:22 PM
Harry potter is out and it is said to be the most terryfying and heartbreaking of all the series...
This sux!Grad day is one week away and i'm still bloody jobless!this is freaking me out!I need a temporary job to earn me me money so i can go out and shop and do stuff normal people will do.
But maybe tomorrow i'll go out for a while with teh money that mommy,daddy and both my sis gave for my birthday.Its for me to get soem perfumes.I love perfumes.I'm gonna buy Miami Glow and Ralph Layren Cool.So this gives an idea to u people out there on what u shd get for my birthday.LOLX!
And i'm turning 20 soon!Thats old...Nina saya.Its a big 20...hv to start thinking abt your future...but i still think its too early.Is it too early?yeh i think it is but hearing what Nina has to say abt START THINKING ABT YOUR FUTURE thingy makes me think tat i shd be thinking what i really want and what i wanna do in the future.
I'm just getting pissed at home that i have nothing to do.The fact that i'm jobless and not earning.My sis just ask me if i wanna tutor her fren's sis Malay.NO WAY!My malay sux!Just ask some people who really know me very well.Irwan thinks i'm so not speaking any malay ever anymore,whenever my sis ask me something abt her malay homework i just think abt it and then give her pathetic answers!How ridiculous is it to tell me that maybe i shd tutor someone Malay.I dun mind Maths tho.
I start thinking abt what Yanping write in her blog abt how u stay more in contact with your secondary school friends.Coz i realize that its true.After poly u will be in the working world and u will realize that theres not much time for lunch or dinner dates.While in poly, u still can make time for the frens u made in secondary school.
Friday, July 15, 2005 5:48 AM
Dilemma....do we experience it every single day?At least i think we do.Even the simple stuff.
Anyway 2 days ago i went out with my ex comm members and it was just like the old days.Everyone is still the same.Ken is still the lame joker,Reykhana still have problems with stopping herself from bleeping and Nisa is still the quite one.JJ is wearing contacts and Valerie did something with her hair...Ken said she is and ugly Korean or something like a Korean who is trying to be Japanese???Had a great laugh.
After that went to the library with Nina and Ken.Ken finding for some comics and Nina need some books on Roman Catholics for UCCD.We couldn't find anything so went to Kinokuniya to look at some.Found one and she took down the title so that she can find it in the library.She got so much to share woth me and it finally feels like life is back when u are helping someone with what's been troubling their minds.
Life is so totally boring right now...
Wednesday, July 13, 2005 5:00 AM
You Are Very Honest |
You tell it like it is, no matter what.
Even if the truth hurts, you'll dish it out.
And while some may get hurt by your honesty...
At least everyone knows where you stand! |
Where did Ljungberg,Owen,Ronaldo and Zola go?Gosh i found them cramming inside Nisa's bag!She "stole" all 4 guys and kidnap them and then put them inside her bag!HWAHAHAHA!BTW,Ljungberg,Owen,Ronaldo and Zola are only about 8cm tall so thats why she kidnap them inside her bag.Nisa has start to loot.She takes everything thet she likes around the house.From my lil Owen,to my alrm clock,my $5 note and then lots of other stuff.Can u believe it???I'm actually honest...thats what teh test says!Tomorrow going for Swensen's lunch with my ex-SB MCs....miss them so much eventho i know i complain abt one of them all the time.Just wanna get into all the cock talking and trashing each other out!
Tuesday, July 12, 2005 3:10 AM
Moving on to Year 2 feels so quick.Year 1 had been great.It was fun,very slack and also just pure fun.I don't really concentrate much on my studies altho i put so much effort on Statistics and i really hate that subject so much!Why is it so bloody lame?????So anyway all i wanted in Year 2 was to be in the SB Committee...jeer for me...cheer for me.I dunno why i wanna be in it.I just like the idea of organising something big for the students of SB.I was shock to be given the position as a Treasurer.I was happy to be elected as one of the members but shock to be given that position.As i hold one of the top 4 positions in the club,i was given hot juiciest gossips that no one else in the club knows.Eileen,Vincent & Xinyi were the closest people i knew in the club.You see,03/04 SB MCs are divided in maybe abt 2-3 small cliques and i don't beliong to any of them.I was totally alone.Yanping wasn't in there so that reason made me alone in the club.Since i was involved in Council meetings and going to events organise for the top 4 positions,i go closer to those 3 "oldies".They soon told me why i'm chosen as the treasurer and i wld like to make it still a secret.I oso get to share very juicy gossip with this guy who i forgot the name.I'm not taht good with names u see.He was from 02/03 SB MC.He told me everything abt the committee and told me that their conversation shdnt leak out to anyone coz its "confidential" and "top secret".Oh well...Being a treasurer was hectic.I hate making trips to the Admin building to collect cheques for the club.Just ask Nina.But i think it is one of my rewarding moments on Year 2.I got to meet new people,make new friends and also experience new stuff...like going onboard Star Cruise.I love it!Going on the Leaderships camp was totall one great week.Altho Xinyi and me were loners and crowd avoiders!LOLX!Vincent was like the popular guy that everypne wnats to hang out with.But it was really fun.
Sunday, July 10, 2005 5:53 AM
I wanted to write my prt 2 but then this sis of mine wants to play game son teh net so i'm gonna delay it.
The weather has been terribly hot for so long....i really cant stand it much longer..
I'm excited coz i have a new penpal from US...so probably gonna start writing to her soon!
You Are Best Described By... |
Landscape With Butterflies
By Salvador Dali
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Saturday, July 09, 2005 3:17 AM
Having runny nose right now....
Watched the news yesterday and London's mayor was really angry with the terrorist attack that happened during rush hour. He was saying that he know that their intention was divide people up.To creat war among Londoners,to make them hate one another.And he really fight back.He was saying things like: We will never drop down,we will fight.Muslims,Christians,Jews,Hindus,all of us, we will never let you bring us down.We will fight!
i was like wow...he has so much passion.i mean who wouldn't?This Al-Qaedah terrorists are all bombing people's peace lives to create war...just like the mayor said.
What's happening to the world, i'm gonna ask.Teens looking up to Hitler,bombing around the world.And this week,The G8 meeting is going on and here they are bombing London.These terrorists are really losers...i dunno what they want to achieve...
Thursday, July 07, 2005 12:47 PM
LONDON WON IT!!!!I support 50% Madrid and London 50% actually.But hearing Sebastian Coe's speech just made me think that London will win it right there and then.Listening to him was...i dunno if this is a good word...mesmerizing?Their presentation was awesome too.i was at Raffles City watching London's last 15 minutes' presentation and Madrid's full presentation.
| You Were Actually Born Under: |
 You are solid, methodical, and you do things right the first time.
Even when no one else does, you always believe in yourself.
You tend to see the world in black and white, right or wrong.
A good memory and eye for details means you tend to thrive at near impossible tasks.
You are most compatible with a Snake or Rooster. |
| You Should Have Been Born Under: |
You are quick witted, charming, and bring luck to all who know you.
A bit greedy, you tend to go after what you want - with success.
Clever, you seek out knowledge... and eventually use what you know to your advantage.
You are very loyal, and you treat your real friends like they are family.
You are most compatible with a Dragon or Monkey. |
Wednesday, July 06, 2005 2:09 AM
Please go to
www.live8live.com to help in making poverty history!On last count, about 30 million people has sign up.Thanks!
Atiqa is making me excited for no reason since Raul arrived in Singapore.Excited as i maybe i'm not the kind of person who will chase her idol or stars around Singapore.Just not what i might or will do.
Your Taste in Music:
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| R&B: Medium Influence |
| 80's Rock: Low Influence |
| 90's Pop: Low Influence |
| Adult Alternative: Low Influence |
| Alternative Rock: Low Influence |
| Country: Low Influence |
Monday, July 04, 2005 6:57 AM
Please go to
www.live8live.com for your support to make poverty history in Africa.They just need your voice,not your money.This sort of petition will be send to the 8 politicians of the world for next week's G8 Summit meeting.The 8 politicians from US,UK,Canada,Germany,France,Itlay,Russia and Japan have to be aware what teh world wants.This Live8 project millions of people ard teh world and u can be one of them!
What Your Dreams Mean... |
Your dreams seem to show that you're very preoccupied with your fears and problems.
These bad dreams indicate that you need to spend more time on your issues during the day.
Overall, you are very content in your life.
Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities.
You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind.
You secretly want to hide your dreams from your waking mind.
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Sunday, July 03, 2005 7:46 AM
The True You |
| You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. |
| With respect to money, you spend whatever you have. |
| You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities. |
| The hidden side of your personality tends to be methodical in your ways - with trouble adapting to the rules of society. |
| You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. |
| When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends. |
I think i'll do part 2 when i'm not that lazy....
Friday, July 01, 2005 3:56 AM
Uurgh....just found out that Brazil won the Confed Cup...luckily i didnt wake up just now. Finally got this skin done...so using it!
So anyway i decided to recall some stuff so bare with me and read!LOLX!
About 3 years ago, I was in a train with Iswandy to embark on a journey i never thought would be much more fun than secondary school.I remembered my maths secondary school teacher saying that nothing would be much more fun than school because when u go out in the real world,there wld be backstabbing,liars and reality will hit u in the head.But i was thinking that i will never change my mind abt secondary school(that it was the most memorable years in my life).I was in a very cool class.The people were great.Eventho there were cliques...we get along very well.They guys are funny and entertaining and the girls are nice.I always think that secondary school is like those high school interpreted in US movies.To a certain extent it is.There are the popular group,the brains and those who are...shd i say left-outs.I wasn't popular but somehow got stuck in the popular group because i got stuck with one of the guys.If u see the high school pictures on US movies,the popular groups always make fun of other people and cheerleaders are potrayed as the bitches in school.I WAS a cheerleader and trust me when i say that i was not a bitch!Really!!!!!I was only counted as one by some coz i hate them and tehy hate me.U know how immature we were back in secondary school.
So anyway let's drop this.As i was saying i was in a train with Iswandy on our way to SPSB orientation week.I dread meeting new people coz i wont know what to say,wont know how to react.Believe it or not, i was shy ok?HAHA.So anyway in the train theres this girl opposite me who is checking herself in her mirror.Doing her hair,looking at her face.Turns out that she's going to be my classmate.She's Amanda!Then once at Dover,we made our way to SB block and somehow Iswandy and me got seperated coz we searching for our class.Next what i remembered was that this malay girl come up to me,introduce herself then ask me whats my name is and she say:"Oh i think i saw Fadhilah on the list.Come heer i show u."Went down,check the namelist and then she say,"DBF 1B23...we're not in the same class."Then i said thanks and then we hear some guy shouting,"DBF...go to MLT 11 please".So both of us went to MLT 11,got seperated and then i went to my class,Keith,Pei En and who was the other guy's name?I cant remember,they introduce themselves to me and i remember Keith keep calling me Fatima.Haiz....then i remember i was alone on thet row of chairs.Then Amy sat beside me.Togethere with Faith and Anna.Then i saw this good-looking guy behind me and i though "is he in my class?"Guess who it was?LOLX!It was Terence!HWAHAHAHA.Then suddenly this gurl sat beside me.She look kinda fierce and then i dun think she introduce herself to me.She was reading a book.So i just keep quiet lorz.
Then we went to class and was introduced to the whole class.Had fun learning abt them.i was having a hard time learning the names but if i remember correctly...compared to other people i was one of those who did well having all the names correct ok!Then suddenly we were told to change class...go to another class.Then i remember we have to play the "haha game".I remember Thiam Hock volunteer to lie down first coz he say he heavy...dun want to have his weight on other people.I remember i had to lie down on YuanFeng's tummy or is it the other way round.Then we had lunch.I was sitting with Amy,Waiteng and Amanda.After lunch we went to West Coast park.But before that i remember that some of us were in the ladies exchanging numbers.Then in the bus,the 'fierce-looking' girl came up to me and say "I sit here ok?" and i just nodded.HWAHAHA...cant keep this any longer...it was Yanping!hehe.sorry gerl.....so we start talking and found out that both of us love reading a lot.
Reach West Coast and were sitting down in rows.I was sitting behind this guy wearing lime green shirt,bermudas and sandals.He was wearing a bag with a Man U keychain on it!I was like "no way i'm gonna be friends with this guy!"...okok...turns out that it was Ben!I still remember that he sprained his ankle when playing "wacko!".We played some games and then at the end of the day went back home with Iswandy...we talk abt how our class is and i complained abt how i was the only Malay gal in the class.
Cut the story short....i couldn't remember how i end up being close with Yanping and Ben.And i remember clearly that i use to hang out with Amy,Amanda and Waiteng.I oso remember that Huizi was actually with Joan.HWAHAHAHA.Imagine that man!Huizi oso keep asking people who their names was coz she say she always have a hard time remembering people's name.I oso remember that i always go back with Sebastian,Terence,Waiteng and Thiam Hock.Coz we all stay in the east.Sometimes with Amanda coz that time she stay in Kallang.i hv to admit i dont enjoy going home with Sebastian coz he always talk about kylie Minogue and sing her sings and talk abt how hot her body is.I mean please!I'm a girl...i talk abt how hot a guy is.I dont go ard babbling "Kylie is so hot man...she's so hot!"I think i realise that people start to distant away from Seba...i was clueless siaz.so sometimes i told him i made plans to go home with my friend who stays in tampines oso.So he always go first and i wait for my fren.Phew....So that's part 1.Lots of things to say u know....till next time!MUACKZ!
