In life, you're bound to be heartbroken, disappointed, helpless, pressured and stressed. It's like a rule. You can't pass unless you go through it. It's like a regulation. You MUST go through it in order to get the happiness, joy and freedom.
For a while I couldn't believe that I brought myself down and get so stressed up over things. But here's the thing; it's very important to me, which is why it got be so stressed out.
Thank you for friends who care to listen and give me their opnion because now, I feel like I can finally make a decision and start taking matters into my own hands. It's time to lead a life that I want. It's time to be brave and be strong enough to face the consequences of my actions. I got to learn to accept and move on because not everything you want in life comes your way. Sometimes it hurts you in the most heart-wrenching way.
Then I should tell myself that whatever it is, it's going to be ok because I'm strong enough to handle what comes my way.