Something jumped inside my head today and it suddenly hit me that the career path that I am about to embark on will never allow me to live the dream of studying in Liverpool. Studying in Liverpool had been in my mind for a while somewhere this year...I even had University of Liverpool's course work printed out as a reminder that I HAVE TO go there someday. I want to be pulled into a different culture and live in a different city and this had been my planned and I had actually discussed it with David.
Well now even David knows that I won't be living that dream of mine. I'm taking a different direction now and have to accept the fact that Liverpool will not happen. It's time to move on and concentrate on the task at hand: surviving the new career and path.