resist:
-to withstand, strive against, or oppose
-to withstand the action or effect of
-to refrain or abstain from
So what is it about resisting that is so difficult? It becomes addictive and sooner or later you realise that you can't simply put it aside and you succumb to its' calling.
What is it about chasing after something that is forbidden? You tell yourself to be logical, to be wise but you act irrationally. You tell yourself that it is probably gonna hurt you in the end but in the tiniest corner of your mind said that you shouldn't care. You tell yourself that you have to say no but you said yes. You tel yourself to stay away but you go ahead with it anyway. You tell yourself that it was silly of you for doing it but you don't care because in the other tiny corner of your mind, you hoped that it would turned into something, you were hopeful that it would be something good for you. It would turn into something else...something that you have been hoping for...
