The last time the recession came to Singapore, I was still in school. I can't exactly remember when but it was probably when I was in the first year of poly. I was not thinking about how in deep trouble the economy was and what was retrenchment and yada-yada.
But now that I am working, the fear starts to creep in. There's no such things as 'safe', and 'trust'.
I'm not sure if it is a good move however I have been looking for a job. At this moment, my heart can't take a banking job. It's stressful. It seemed like everyone is out to get you. Furthermore, I really really need to move on...for myself, not for anyone else.
I'm not happy anymore and am not enjoying my job. I have been feeling this way for at least 4 months.
I hope Allah will answer my prayers and give me a job that I will be happy doing. Something I look forward to and happy waking up to. I long for that.