It was never easy for me to put across ideas that I have inside my head. It was difficult to tell the people who are so important in my life what I want and why I want it. The first thing that will always pop in my mind is that they will never want to listen to what I have to say.
I have aspirations and ambitions that I want to achieve. I want it to happen and it seems like there are numerous and constant obstacles that I have to overcome just to get my point across. Maybe I don’t have the courage that I need to tell them.
David told me that I have to be sure of what I want and that I have to tell them about it. He said that I have to prepare what I want to say and make sure I have points to fight about if they were to come out with arguments. At this moment I feel like I really need this and it would probably be so much easier if I have someone doing it with me.
I know that I have responsibilities that are unavoidable but sometimes I think that I should think about myself, think about what I want and why I want it. I have lots to think about and if I am going through with it, then there will be so many burdens on my shoulders and it will be too big for me to carry.
