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A Deep Sleep
Tuesday, September 16, 2008 10:52 PM

No matter what I do, I always fall short. There is going to be someone who is better than me, who did something more than I did and is just better than I am. I always thought that whatever I did was enough and it will probably give me what I want. However it is always not enough. Someone will just be ahead of me and do impressive things to be more worthy than I am. The attention that I needed will divert to them and I am left with nothing.

I seriously needed a break, to be far away from everyting that has been weighing me down. I have to find a priority and most importantly, find something that will make me happy again. Well I'm no moody bitch....I just want to be able to wake up every morning and just feel happy, live happy and be happy. So I'm really looking forward for my long awaited trip to Turkey, to be able to just go far away for a while so liven up my inner soul. I really think that's what I need.

Meanwhile, I'll make do with some deep sleep (hopefull), with help from some camomile, jujube and hops. I'll put my eye mask on and go to sleep.

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