Sometimes life gets to a point where you just get stuck and you just couldn't move anywhere. And sometimes you thought you were going somewhere, you thought you knew how everything is going to turn out but you got to rewind and just start all over again.
It's always this way for me and sometimes I get tired of it. It's like I am constantly on a rollercoaster ride and it has not stop and therefore I could not alight. This is not my choice and life in inevitable and I just hope that things could be easier, clearer and simpler.
At one point I could be at the highest point in my life and the next minute I rolled down that rollercoaster and be at the lowest point ever. Lots of pain, struggle and stress.
I turn 23 tomorrow and I am looking forward to that. Hopefully I'll be more wiser, smarter and be more of a thinker than a feeler.