My heart just started to beat so quickly as soon as I saw him and I knew I was doomed. I was excited I could jump. I was nervous, I was happy, I was elated.
AND THIS SHOULD NOT HAPPEN!
How many times have I told myself to never fall for a guy who could not feel the same way? Why couldn't I just be a simple friend to a simple guy who happens to be great and amazing? Why do I have to fall for someone when they give me attention and just have the personality that really puts me to ease? Why does he have to be the guy that I have been looking for?
WHY???