You know who sometimes things just bug you out of your head but it just feels like you don’t actually know what it is? You feel lifeless…and then you feel like tons of bricks are on your shoulder for you to carry and it will never be lifted off.
Sometimes I wonder why people just don’t have a sense of responsibility. They don’t prioritize and they live for themselves. They do things that are fun to satisfy themselves and leave all the shit work on you.
I feel like that prolly every single time and I feel like there’s just this responsibility that I am taking and no one is willing to share with me. Do I have to be the big sister all the time? Do I have to be the one taking care of everything? Do I really have to shoulder of every single damn thing?
At this moment I feel sick of everything! It feels like my responsibilities keep growing and no one want a slice of the ‘responsibility pie’.
