It’s amazing how things turned out unplanned. You meet people through means that are unconventional and then love their company to bits. But it’s unfair how fate only gives you a little amount of time to enjoy that relationship. You may lose that person or have that person meet another person who is bound to be much of a greater company than you were. You start to ponder what you may have done wrong or what you could have done better. And it’s really of no use because what has been done, we should deal with and what has not been done should just be forgotten.
Life is never easy especially when Allah gives you something challenging for you to counter and you just don’t know whether it was meant to be. Whatever He had planned, it is for your own good…it is meant for you and you should embrace and cherish it tightly.
But your heart could never feel or think like your mind does. People said you should follow your heart but will it really do any good to your life? When do you follow your mind and when do you exactly follow your heart? Is there a guidebook to this? If there is then I would probably already went to the library to get my hands on it (I don’t buy guidebooks!).
I don’t know how I feel 76.87% of the time then how can I follow my heart? I probably know 87.1% of the time what my mind tells me to do but my heart was usually not up to it. My excuses were:
“I chickened out.”
“I don’t feel its right.”
“I don’t think its right.”
I will probably remember him for a very long time and remember these in my mind all the time:
“No I won’t dance for you, because if I do, you will fall in love with me.”
“So, I’m going to miss you so you better miss me too.”
“Just don’t miss me too much or I’ll keep sneezing.”
