The ups and downs of life is so inevitable it is almost scary...especially the down part. My heart feels like it's been crushed, step on and now I have to face the consequences even to a mistake that to me might be big but to someone else, irrational and hard to understand.
I want to escape from all these pressure however I know that I am not one to cry under it and run from it. I know that Allah have given me the strength and I know that I am strong enough to face everything on this Earth. My heart is racing and it's only Saturday. Monday seems so far away. I want it to come quick so that I can face it and then get it over and done with. But I know that when Sunday comes and the clock strikes midnight, I wish that it could just move back and let it be standstill forever.
But you CANNOT escape from what have been planned for you. You take it with your hands and just hold on to it even thought it send sharp pains through your palm. It will be over soon, tell yourself that.
One miserable day doesn't mean it's the end of your life...you pick yourself up, take a deep breath, exhale, put on a smile and walk ahead...
