It is almost indescribable. It's like you feel it but you just can't put it into words. It's like when you read it in a book and you know exacty what the writer was saying. You thought "Ah, I know how that feels." But when it comes to describing that feeling yourself, you just can't find the right words. Let me try...
I was at work, talking to some colleagues. I was actually on my way to the ladies but along the way I ran int a couple of people and stopped to chat. After a few minutes of friendly banter on some stuff, I made my way to the ladies. I opened the door leading to the back room office and saw him through the slightly frosted glass. Pulling the door open, I saw him in front of me and immediately broke into a huge smile. Then I felt my heart beating just a little faster. He smiled back at me widely.
"Hi Jefferson!"
"Hi cantik!"
He is always calling me that. Quite the flirt.
I think I might just finally realise I am attracted to a guy like him but alas he is taken. He has a girlfriend of 9 years!!!! Almost 10! He is not the typical good-looker. But his personality and heart made up to that.
I'm gonna sorely miss him when he leaves end of the month. Tomorrow will be my last day seeing him. I will be on leave starting Wednesday...thanks to Managerial Accounting!
