Monday, November 19, 2007 4:33 PM
She read through it again and then one more time. She clicked on the other page and read the other sentence, thrice, just to make sure it gets into her head. Her heart started to race and her mind was quickly drowned by all the bad possibilities of the situation.
This could not be happening, it just could not be, she thought to herself.
A hot and powerful feeling slowly rose up her throat and soon she started to feel warm and it rose up to her face and then her eyes. It was hot tears, threatening to form in here eyes but she would not let it happen.
She decided that she had lost again and could not believe that she did not even had a chance to fight for what she thought was rightfully hers. She felt sad; overwhelmed by the mix of emotions that was slowly pulling her like the strong currents of the ocean. She told herself that she would not drown, that the fight was not over. But what could she do.
Would he ever realise? Would he question the same thing he did over five years ago? If he asked, she would make sure she smiles at him and said yes. She would make sure that this time around, it would happen; that it should happen and it was destiny.
She felt the tug once he left about three years ago and then he came back and she thought that it was finally a chance to start over again. But what she found out that day was disturbing that she got scared and restless.
She wanted to fight it but how?
~ (C)ramia
