I had always day dream of an over-rated love life where the guy I am destined to be with, together with me would go through life’s most difficult obstacles so that we could be together. Little did I know that when it does happen, it is going to be heart breaking. Well in the first place maybe it wasn’t destiny. It was just silly fantasies. It was foolish of me to have thought about it and did not expect to have feelings and emotions run on high. Now that I know how it feels like, I just wish to meet the guy who will make me the happiest woman ever and he would cherish our relationship till death do us part.
I had been running away from the people who could promise all of the above in pursuit of the person who had always given me lots of heartbreak and no attention. Why, you may ask but I do not have an answer to that question. I guess it is only natural to feel this way because love has its way to seep into your heart and poison your every vein, making you feel like it is difficult to breathe, choking you till it knows that this is not going to be easy.
But you got to stand straight back up because when love dies, it doesn’t mean that you will have to die along with it. You fight; you battle because you got to be strong for yourself. You may cry over it but when you get over it, it shows that you have overcome the most powerful emotion in the world. You may argue that there are far better emotions like anger that could easily overcome love, but that is your say, not mine.
Thanks Yanping, Julyn and Atiqa for “grieving” with me.
Goah what am I talking/rambling about. I did not grief.
Thanks for sharing my sadness.
Tried to take a picture
Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I want to fill this new frame
But its empty
Tried to write a letter
In ink
Its been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But its empty
Its empty
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty
And I've even wondered
If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But its empty
Its empty
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty
