Just when you thought that everything had went so well, not neccessarily your way but everything seemed almost perfect, things started to get chaotic and you're thrown back into the deepest and darkest pit.
People say that you should face any fear that you have and just deal with it...just get it over and done with. BUT it is easier said than done. You're afraid of the circumstances you're going to face and the fact that it keeps on dragging just made it all worst! You may scream and cry "Why does this always happen to me? Why not them?" You get frustrated and your heart keeps beating so furiously. Then you keep having nightmares about it. You may forget about it for a short short while and when it comes back to your mind, you just feel like maybe crying out loud would help you get everything off your chest.
"What am I going to do?"
"How am I suppose to handle this?"
"What is going to happen?"
"What is my fate?"
All the questions you have...you yourself are answerable for it.
Just get it over and done with. Face it then just let it happen and then you will know what to do...easier said than done.
No preperations, nothing. Just face it!
