Sunday, June 05, 2005 2:55 AM
I know you keep telling me liek lots of times and reminding me lots of times.But hey,i know you will be away but don't you realise that it doesn't make a difference.I meant, it's not like we meet each other everyday.Only once in a while right?So why the reminder.I'm not being a bitch you see.Fine,i do complain but it's only to show that i really care.I can't believe we have been friends after secondary school.While i lost touch with most of my friends which i consider the best,i managed to stay in touch with you.i might not know what has been going on in your life but sometimes,just a call or a message lets me know that u still remember me.Being remembered once in a while can make someone very happy when they are feeling down,cool down when they are mad and laugh when they are crying.I know sometimes i quarrel with you and i admit i am the one who always start it.But i started it coz u made me angry.i still remember how u left me alone with the people i don't hang out with and if i remember correctly u promised that u will stay with me throughout the day,only to left me searching for u and then finding out u were gone.How can i not be angry right?i have my reasons.And then i ignored u for days just to make u guilty.LOLX!Sorry for that.I remember u asking me if this friendship will ever turn out to be something more and u told you that it will never be.I didn't regret saying that.But the last time i said 'never', it turn back against me and i end up having a miserable time of my life.So never say never.
