Saturday, June 18, 2005 3:33 AM
Toxic by Britney Spears |
"It's getting late
To give you up
I took a sip
From my devil cup
Slowly
It's taking over me "
Ah, what's a year without breaking a few hearts? Literally.
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Why is it so easy to fall in love but difficult to fall out of it?Someone can make u feel so comfortable around them.Someone can just ooze with charm and you start to really really like them.CHARM....i think is the number one factor that makes girls or maybe its just me...fall in love...well not really fall in love but just really really like the person.Guys being nice to me and all that makes me wonder why and sometimes i find myself liking them so much.My sister likes Jake so much.Jake is this character from One Tree Hill.He's sweet and all that.But in real life...someone like Jake doesn't just come knocking on your door.He is one in a thousand or maybe in a million.Everyone has a dream guy/girl but do you really end up with your dream guy/girl...i'll say it rarely happens.When u met someone and he charms you,you just starts floating in the air telling people that u are in love.Ya right...you are but most probably he is not the guy in your dreams.You can find someone that looks like a celebrity u fancy but his personality might turns u off and then u find urself not liking him/her.Oh why bother????????????????So anyway yesterday Marina and me went to AIA to return back our textbooks.It was abt 5PM and the office was full of people.Ken mentioned that the agency was growing.I was thinking WOW!And when both of us step into teh office and there were friendly greetings of "Hey.Hi." "Hi how r u?".These pple are so friendly its hard to let go off the fact that i'm not joining them.I did mention to Ken that i was not ready and that i might just join them in maybe 5-6 yrs time.I mean i wld like to try out to be a FSC.Its actually one of my careers choices.So then Kent and the district manager, Davy Hoong told us that they are just waiting for us to pass our M5 and M9 so that they can recruit us.Ken also mention that even if we cant be collegues we can be friends...hv a feeling they will be selling policies to me.HWA HAHA.So anyway i am looking forward at the prospect of joining them.I mean the place,atmosphere and the people really welcomes me.Its sad that i'm not 21 and i'm really not ready for a very dynamic industry.Really gonna miss them!
